Before this, God was just a figure to me. I went to Sunday School and learnt everything I needed to know about him. But God became real to me when I started to cry out to him during the nights, when I was 14. I had fears that my mother would pass on.
I didn't get an answer from God, nor a reply in any way, but I felt comforted in a strange way. Somehow, I knew that he heard me and that he's always watching over me and that alone has made me feel safe and loved.
Cassy.
Sunday, November 18, 2007
Friday, November 16, 2007
Ze thingz zat zrive me to ve a Chriztian
Life before encountering God
I'm not sure when was the time I encounter God's presence , but I can certainly tell what I was...
I had very bad tantrums .
The reason why I had this is to satisfy my desire of anger, so
that people are able to pay more attention to my point . I
believe it gets to people's inner core mind . I tend to shout ,
throw anything I see even abuse it and sometimes abuse
physically on a person . It is certainly very satisfying .
I have no patience
Last time when I wanted things , I wanted it now! . I don't care
how much it cost or wether is it good or bad . I didnt evaluate
on the things I want , I just want it . Somemore I cant stand
waiting for people , it just waste my time . My precious time.
I can play , lepak , chit chat , etc.
I am so worldly
I tend to buy trading card games , wanted to be known to
what I have and own . I risk so much money just to be popular.
Like Magic the Gathering . I own this and that , people will
seek me for the power of the cards I own . Not only that ,
I also take care too much of how I look . I perasan too much,
fantasies the girls all around me get me such a playboy.
Money , Love , Girls , Sex , Materialism and Power are my
Number 1 in life .
I am easily irritated and rebelious
Mum always say the same repeatable things and it is
so irritating to my ears .
Dad always say alot of words of discouragements not love
and it got me sooo irritated when he always comment alot of
little bits of things.
Always get scolded , not being able to do what I want.
Cannot have time to be lazy.
What drove me to know God.
In church , everybody been praising God , everyone worships , sing
and I listen to sermons . Sermons... which I'm not sure ,is suppose to be
meant for ourselves , or suppose to be meant for kids . Usually parents
will go like , "you heard that? you have to improve in that" in a loud manner
so that everyone can hear our weaknesses . So I thought church is suppose
to point out kids weaknesses so that kids can improve . Instead as a kid ,
what I also learn is , Im suppose to do the same thing to my kids in the future too .
We know the bible exist , we know the words , but we do not apply it in our
daily life... why...? People said , its for the old generation to obey during those
times . Now its modern , we have or way , we have our laws and we can do
anything we want . Words of the bible is L.A.M.E. My parents thought me
how to shout at each other for solutions , how to make a point upon each other.
Somehow... those teachings gets harder and harder until no one likes to listen
to you . Then . I begin to wonder... why am I called a "christian" . It doesnt make
make me any less if I do not follow the bible even if I do not believe in it or even
if I do not go to church . Im still a christian. Im thinking , people will ask me ,
what type of christian are you? ..."ooo Im a christian who doesnt go to church
doesnt follow the word of God and carefree"
But in the dictionary it says "Christians"
1.of, pertaining to, or derived from Jesus Christ or His teachings: a Christian faith.
2.of, pertaining to, believing in, or belonging to the religion based on the teachings of Jesus Christ
3.of or pertaining to Christians.
4.exhibiting a spirit proper to a follower of Jesus Christ; Christlike:
5.decent; respectable
6.human; not brutal
7.a person who believes in Jesus Christ;.
8.a person who exemplifies in his or her life the teachings of Christ
So this is truly what it means to be a christian . People been talking about Jesus
for 2000years . In order to destroy the faith of christianity they come out with
alot of sort of things like DaVinci , other types of Gospels and also movies .
But who is this Jesus is that kept me wonder. Why is he so famous until now.
That's where it begin.I begin to read and read about the life of Jesus in many
different text.
Encountering
When I read ,I begin to know his life . I find ...it unique . Alot of why
comes into my mind . So I decided on my own . To follow the footsteps
of Jesus Christ into my life . That is when I found the answer of my
emptiness . I begin to pray , establish contact with God . Faith increases
even in the myths of the world turning against you . I do not find it hard ,
I find I have the answer to everything I see and everything I do . I kept
talking and talking to God . I begin to see and evaluate things where
other's are unable to . I can see my weaknesses and try to be better
day by day . I know He is there even if I type this , He is also reading . I
know He exist and always guides me through and most of all I learnt that
He is the source of love . Not by women , not by money , not by the materialism
and not by popularity . Its all from one source , Jesus Christ himself.
Life after encountering God
I still continue to encounter til this day . Im still on the move , in times of
giving up , He is always there to carry me again and tell me not to give up .
People fire me with things that I cannot explain . Nevertheless it doesnt
hurt abit of my faith . Ive gained the gift of wisdom and awareness
from God , despite my blurity . I have good relationships with most of my
friends and family . I begin to share my wisdom to others in which God has
thought me . I learn how to show love from God . Im still learning alot
of things and I felt so much better then what I was before . I feel more
secure , happy and pure again . Like there is always light from darkness .
I feel like Im a perfectly made as a man again .
I'm not sure when was the time I encounter God's presence , but I can certainly tell what I was...
I had very bad tantrums .
The reason why I had this is to satisfy my desire of anger, so
that people are able to pay more attention to my point . I
believe it gets to people's inner core mind . I tend to shout ,
throw anything I see even abuse it and sometimes abuse
physically on a person . It is certainly very satisfying .
I have no patience
Last time when I wanted things , I wanted it now! . I don't care
how much it cost or wether is it good or bad . I didnt evaluate
on the things I want , I just want it . Somemore I cant stand
waiting for people , it just waste my time . My precious time.
I can play , lepak , chit chat , etc.
I am so worldly
I tend to buy trading card games , wanted to be known to
what I have and own . I risk so much money just to be popular.
Like Magic the Gathering . I own this and that , people will
seek me for the power of the cards I own . Not only that ,
I also take care too much of how I look . I perasan too much,
fantasies the girls all around me get me such a playboy.
Money , Love , Girls , Sex , Materialism and Power are my
Number 1 in life .
I am easily irritated and rebelious
Mum always say the same repeatable things and it is
so irritating to my ears .
Dad always say alot of words of discouragements not love
and it got me sooo irritated when he always comment alot of
little bits of things.
Always get scolded , not being able to do what I want.
Cannot have time to be lazy.
What drove me to know God.
In church , everybody been praising God , everyone worships , sing
and I listen to sermons . Sermons... which I'm not sure ,is suppose to be
meant for ourselves , or suppose to be meant for kids . Usually parents
will go like , "you heard that? you have to improve in that" in a loud manner
so that everyone can hear our weaknesses . So I thought church is suppose
to point out kids weaknesses so that kids can improve . Instead as a kid ,
what I also learn is , Im suppose to do the same thing to my kids in the future too .
We know the bible exist , we know the words , but we do not apply it in our
daily life... why...? People said , its for the old generation to obey during those
times . Now its modern , we have or way , we have our laws and we can do
anything we want . Words of the bible is L.A.M.E. My parents thought me
how to shout at each other for solutions , how to make a point upon each other.
Somehow... those teachings gets harder and harder until no one likes to listen
to you . Then . I begin to wonder... why am I called a "christian" . It doesnt make
make me any less if I do not follow the bible even if I do not believe in it or even
if I do not go to church . Im still a christian. Im thinking , people will ask me ,
what type of christian are you? ..."ooo Im a christian who doesnt go to church
doesnt follow the word of God and carefree"
But in the dictionary it says "Christians"
1.of, pertaining to, or derived from Jesus Christ or His teachings: a Christian faith.
2.of, pertaining to, believing in, or belonging to the religion based on the teachings of Jesus Christ
3.of or pertaining to Christians.
4.exhibiting a spirit proper to a follower of Jesus Christ; Christlike:
5.decent; respectable
6.human; not brutal
7.a person who believes in Jesus Christ;.
8.a person who exemplifies in his or her life the teachings of Christ
So this is truly what it means to be a christian . People been talking about Jesus
for 2000years . In order to destroy the faith of christianity they come out with
alot of sort of things like DaVinci , other types of Gospels and also movies .
But who is this Jesus is that kept me wonder. Why is he so famous until now.
That's where it begin.I begin to read and read about the life of Jesus in many
different text.
Encountering
When I read ,I begin to know his life . I find ...it unique . Alot of why
comes into my mind . So I decided on my own . To follow the footsteps
of Jesus Christ into my life . That is when I found the answer of my
emptiness . I begin to pray , establish contact with God . Faith increases
even in the myths of the world turning against you . I do not find it hard ,
I find I have the answer to everything I see and everything I do . I kept
talking and talking to God . I begin to see and evaluate things where
other's are unable to . I can see my weaknesses and try to be better
day by day . I know He is there even if I type this , He is also reading . I
know He exist and always guides me through and most of all I learnt that
He is the source of love . Not by women , not by money , not by the materialism
and not by popularity . Its all from one source , Jesus Christ himself.
Life after encountering God
I still continue to encounter til this day . Im still on the move , in times of
giving up , He is always there to carry me again and tell me not to give up .
People fire me with things that I cannot explain . Nevertheless it doesnt
hurt abit of my faith . Ive gained the gift of wisdom and awareness
from God , despite my blurity . I have good relationships with most of my
friends and family . I begin to share my wisdom to others in which God has
thought me . I learn how to show love from God . Im still learning alot
of things and I felt so much better then what I was before . I feel more
secure , happy and pure again . Like there is always light from darkness .
I feel like Im a perfectly made as a man again .
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
Mumbai Superstar
I came across this awesome Malaysian band and I think they are so plainly Malaysian that I love them! One of their songs (Mumbai Superstar) reminded me of Jou's post so yeah, go check em out and tell me what you think. http://www.myspace.com/bensbitches
Mumbai Superstar
Arrrrrrr…
I’d like to take you to the mountain.
Along with a hundred of my back up dancers
Then I looked …left ….right …left …then I hide behind a tree
Just to catch a glimpse of you in your saree…..
Minachi Minachi Minachi Minachi
Come and dance with me
I am your papadam, tabla goes dum dum dum.
Come and dance with me
I’m a Bombay superstar.
I’ll take on all the vicious enemy. Come come.
A few hundreds of them surround me. aiyoyo
Then I fight.. (dus das bang).. I’m undefeatable
Though I’m slashed, hacked and shot. I’m unbreakable.
Ey Tambi, Ey Tambi, Ey Tambi, Ey Tambi,
Come and fight with me.
I’ll fight my enemy like I make chapatti,
Come and fight with me.
I’m a Mumbai superstar.
Minachi Minachi Minachi Minachi ..Aiyo
Come and dance with me
I am your papadam, tabla goes dum dum dum.
Come and dance with me
Oh my love!……….Come and dance with me.
Back up dancers dei!….Come and dance with me
I’m a Mumbai superstar
Also, if anyone could somehow get hold of their album for me in Malaysia and mail it to me over here. I will be eternally grateful. :P
Mumbai Superstar
Arrrrrrr…
I’d like to take you to the mountain.
Along with a hundred of my back up dancers
Then I looked …left ….right …left …then I hide behind a tree
Just to catch a glimpse of you in your saree…..
Minachi Minachi Minachi Minachi
Come and dance with me
I am your papadam, tabla goes dum dum dum.
Come and dance with me
I’m a Bombay superstar.
I’ll take on all the vicious enemy. Come come.
A few hundreds of them surround me. aiyoyo
Then I fight.. (dus das bang).. I’m undefeatable
Though I’m slashed, hacked and shot. I’m unbreakable.
Ey Tambi, Ey Tambi, Ey Tambi, Ey Tambi,
Come and fight with me.
I’ll fight my enemy like I make chapatti,
Come and fight with me.
I’m a Mumbai superstar.
Minachi Minachi Minachi Minachi ..Aiyo
Come and dance with me
I am your papadam, tabla goes dum dum dum.
Come and dance with me
Oh my love!……….Come and dance with me.
Back up dancers dei!….Come and dance with me
I’m a Mumbai superstar
Also, if anyone could somehow get hold of their album for me in Malaysia and mail it to me over here. I will be eternally grateful. :P
Saturday, September 29, 2007
Funny Hindi Dying Moments
I was watching this hindi movie in hannah mamak at 2 in the morning .
it was quite funny . This hero protects the VIP , and he was shot several times
by a terrorist with a AK-47 . Then the hero collapsed . Now the funny part
comes in , he can talk for quite a long time like 15-20 minutes. Very important
last words , he can even salute to the VIP .
The VIP slap him quite a number of times to ensure he is awake , waw that is
really uncomfortable for a dying hero . Whatmore he was shot from the back
several times and he was bleeding badly . The VIP carried him and place his back
resting on his knee and the hero faces him . Ill be like aaarrrgggghh!pain lah! dun put
your knee on my back lah! u crazy ah! . But no , he continues his last words .
Naturally a man in pain will place his hands on his wound (which is behind his back)
but no , he place his hands on the VIPs shoulder . Gaya man .
He must be really a hero, more stronger than Terminator .
Respect respect -_-
it was quite funny . This hero protects the VIP , and he was shot several times
by a terrorist with a AK-47 . Then the hero collapsed . Now the funny part
comes in , he can talk for quite a long time like 15-20 minutes. Very important
last words , he can even salute to the VIP .
The VIP slap him quite a number of times to ensure he is awake , waw that is
really uncomfortable for a dying hero . Whatmore he was shot from the back
several times and he was bleeding badly . The VIP carried him and place his back
resting on his knee and the hero faces him . Ill be like aaarrrgggghh!pain lah! dun put
your knee on my back lah! u crazy ah! . But no , he continues his last words .
Naturally a man in pain will place his hands on his wound (which is behind his back)
but no , he place his hands on the VIPs shoulder . Gaya man .
He must be really a hero, more stronger than Terminator .
Respect respect -_-
Sunday, September 16, 2007
leave me alone
My tears are rolling down my cheek after I read those nasty comments those 'human' commented on my blog.
They are trying to ruin my reputation, my image.
Why on earth they pick on me?
I was so sad and weak and I wanted to call some of my close friends but I can't.
Coz some of them are in overseas, some busy with studies & etc.
And some are not even on MSN.
Well, I wanted to blog badly to express how I felt right now but I can't.
It's MY blog but I can't blog there no more.
Luckily I still can blog here.
K, you guys might think that it's silly to cry over those plp or comments.
Yea, I know it's silly but I can't take control of it. I failed to do so.
I'm feeling very weak right now.
I'm having exams on Tues & Wed, I have alot of things to plan for & etc.
I really had alot of things to do and worried about.
Out of a sudden, this kind of things happen again.
There's a limit for ERVERYTHING!
What I've done wrong that you guys need to treat me like that?
Why can't ALL OF YOU just leave me alone.
This is not the first time, come on guys, why can't all of you just ignore me?
I have nothing to ask from you guys But I just want you guys to
They are trying to ruin my reputation, my image.
Why on earth they pick on me?
I was so sad and weak and I wanted to call some of my close friends but I can't.
Coz some of them are in overseas, some busy with studies & etc.
And some are not even on MSN.
Well, I wanted to blog badly to express how I felt right now but I can't.
It's MY blog but I can't blog there no more.
Luckily I still can blog here.
K, you guys might think that it's silly to cry over those plp or comments.
Yea, I know it's silly but I can't take control of it. I failed to do so.
I'm feeling very weak right now.
I'm having exams on Tues & Wed, I have alot of things to plan for & etc.
I really had alot of things to do and worried about.
Out of a sudden, this kind of things happen again.
There's a limit for ERVERYTHING!
What I've done wrong that you guys need to treat me like that?
Why can't ALL OF YOU just leave me alone.
This is not the first time, come on guys, why can't all of you just ignore me?
I have nothing to ask from you guys But I just want you guys to
LEAVE ME ALONE, PLEASE!
Episode 1
Its 4am , and Im waiting for my 20 minutes download to finish for the sim . hehehe . Anyway... what to post while waiting... yeah. Im not good at preaching , maybe just good to write whatever I know only . Today's topic maybe about ... our daily anger . Hehe , a good topic . Now lets get started . (Pls comment what you think) . Getting angry with people is a natural thing that is happening throught our daily lives . Its how we control it and make it as a good habit be in the right sight of God .
Lets say , fast drivers . They pass you at the speed of 200km/h . Then you tend to hear from parents or from your heart , "this guy ah , young blood , speed and dun care about people's lives" . Come to think of it , maybe its true . But I can recommend a more positive way of thinking , and it is effective of being not so judgemental towards people.. its good for the mind too and at least people see how pure/different you are . The way is to look it as "Maybe he is rushing to the hospital .. for some reason" . What ya think? hehe .
Lets go to the next scenario , people scold you for no reason .. no reason at all . They just like to scold you . Sometimes they enjoy it . They bring you down , humilate you in front of people . Hmmm... tough isn't it ? Getting this scolding almost yer whole life by the same person ... How to handle this , even I am in the process . But at least its getting better . You see , thats the good thing for us to think about God . Because we are focus and narrowed about how we are ONLY concern of how God thinks about us , therefore we just somehow feel better . If people start thinking like "Yeah , that's Jou , and he has been a playboy amongst all the stewardess" . Sad , but if you know its not true , then just keep it to yourself . If you understand what God is like then you will pray "Oh Lord , forgive whoever it is , I know its not true , nevertheless , I trust you can do something about this matter , I release these problems to you" . May sound bitter (bitter to forgive) , but try to get use to this and apply it to heart . Definitely you will feel alot better . Because you will get this feeling like , "This person have all these ppl to tell on earth and have them believe all the false rumours about it . Nevertheless.. this person just have people on these earth to speak bad about you .Comparatively I have God with me , because God is far beyond more then people on these earth , to believe that I truely am not a playboy.God will help me ."
That reminds me ,
Believe and love ... they are 2 different meanings . I believe in Jesus . Oh yes..most people does . Believing only doesn't help much in daily lives that is because , believing is just to know Jesus exist . So what... get on our lives lo . But , to love is entirely different . The reason is because to kau tim believing also . I know Jesus existed and I just simply love Him . I want Him to be proud of me , what am I going to do ? .. aaaaaaa..... now what are you going to do?
hehehe... to actually love Jesus , is not to follow whatever people ask to say or do .. it is by knowing how Jesus lived on earth . He came here to be a perfect example . So know His life first and think why He does this and that .. then slowly apply to your own life lo . hehe. (dun apply until you think you are God:dangerous , ill tell later.)
Okie that's all for today , I gotta go now , good night and post comment about this . Im also still learning actually .
Lets say , fast drivers . They pass you at the speed of 200km/h . Then you tend to hear from parents or from your heart , "this guy ah , young blood , speed and dun care about people's lives" . Come to think of it , maybe its true . But I can recommend a more positive way of thinking , and it is effective of being not so judgemental towards people.. its good for the mind too and at least people see how pure/different you are . The way is to look it as "Maybe he is rushing to the hospital .. for some reason" . What ya think? hehe .
Lets go to the next scenario , people scold you for no reason .. no reason at all . They just like to scold you . Sometimes they enjoy it . They bring you down , humilate you in front of people . Hmmm... tough isn't it ? Getting this scolding almost yer whole life by the same person ... How to handle this , even I am in the process . But at least its getting better . You see , thats the good thing for us to think about God . Because we are focus and narrowed about how we are ONLY concern of how God thinks about us , therefore we just somehow feel better . If people start thinking like "Yeah , that's Jou , and he has been a playboy amongst all the stewardess" . Sad , but if you know its not true , then just keep it to yourself . If you understand what God is like then you will pray "Oh Lord , forgive whoever it is , I know its not true , nevertheless , I trust you can do something about this matter , I release these problems to you" . May sound bitter (bitter to forgive) , but try to get use to this and apply it to heart . Definitely you will feel alot better . Because you will get this feeling like , "This person have all these ppl to tell on earth and have them believe all the false rumours about it . Nevertheless.. this person just have people on these earth to speak bad about you .Comparatively I have God with me , because God is far beyond more then people on these earth , to believe that I truely am not a playboy.God will help me ."
That reminds me ,
Believe and love ... they are 2 different meanings . I believe in Jesus . Oh yes..most people does . Believing only doesn't help much in daily lives that is because , believing is just to know Jesus exist . So what... get on our lives lo . But , to love is entirely different . The reason is because to kau tim believing also . I know Jesus existed and I just simply love Him . I want Him to be proud of me , what am I going to do ? .. aaaaaaa..... now what are you going to do?
hehehe... to actually love Jesus , is not to follow whatever people ask to say or do .. it is by knowing how Jesus lived on earth . He came here to be a perfect example . So know His life first and think why He does this and that .. then slowly apply to your own life lo . hehe. (dun apply until you think you are God:dangerous , ill tell later.)
Okie that's all for today , I gotta go now , good night and post comment about this . Im also still learning actually .
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Hannah:
K, nows my turn to post.
The Lim's family couldn't make it for CG.
YT have a meeting, so CG started at 9.30p.m.
By 9.30p.m, everyone is already hungry so we went mamak.
Plus, today is JT belanja-ing us cause he got his $$ after his part time job as a Brand Ambassador for Maggi Mee. Thanks JT!
****
I recieved a photo comment from this girl saying that I looked FAT in the pic.
Hello gal, I bet you dont know that beautiful gals come in all sizes and shapes.
Hell ya, ofcoz you don't know la, coz you don't have any shape at all but flat thin stick. *poor thing*
This kind of people always think that they are the best, the sexiest, the most pretty and etc.
Well, this kind of plp have no life la. Beauty is just not base on your outer looks but inner.
You can be the most beautiful gal on earth but have no love or lousy personality, well, it means u're ugly.
Oh ya, by saying that I'm FAT, you have just prove that you're the most Ugly One.
****
K, nows my turn to post.
The Lim's family couldn't make it for CG.
YT have a meeting, so CG started at 9.30p.m.
By 9.30p.m, everyone is already hungry so we went mamak.
Plus, today is JT belanja-ing us cause he got his $$ after his part time job as a Brand Ambassador for Maggi Mee. Thanks JT!
****
I recieved a photo comment from this girl saying that I looked FAT in the pic.
Hello gal, I bet you dont know that beautiful gals come in all sizes and shapes.
Hell ya, ofcoz you don't know la, coz you don't have any shape at all but flat thin stick. *poor thing*
This kind of people always think that they are the best, the sexiest, the most pretty and etc.
Well, this kind of plp have no life la. Beauty is just not base on your outer looks but inner.
You can be the most beautiful gal on earth but have no love or lousy personality, well, it means u're ugly.
Oh ya, by saying that I'm FAT, you have just prove that you're the most Ugly One.
****
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Yo
Today, everyone blogs.
JT:
My holiday has arrived. Whole body began to itch, hunger for something to occupied myself during my holiday period. That is how I get myself stucked at Tesco Klang for two days. I worked as Brand Ambassador for Maggi Mee. Sounded cool? The fact is, I'm working as a food sampler to Maggi Mee. My clients consists of children to grandparents. My job is pretty simple. You just need to talk and talk and talk to convince them to actually buy your product.
A phrase I'll never forget while working is
Maggi Mee saya bukan saja ada satu perencah
Bukan dua,
Bukan tiga
Tapi Lima jenis perencah
Itulah yang membuat Maggi Mee kita lebih sedap
My salary for this job has been spent off to CG members
YT:
Just had that very nice Indomie thanks to JT. I guess I want to blog about the blessings of good friends and toxic friends. Good friends are good - for obvious reasons. You feel safe with them. Affirmed. Loved. Accepted.
Toxic friends on the surface are bad for health. They can erode your self-esteem. Make you feel bad about yourself and things around you. They cause you to be emotionally bankcrupt and because of this bankcruptcy, you find yourself subconciously seeking for affirmation from places that you are not supposed to. And sometimes, they even cause jaw aches.
But in retrospect, they are good in the sense that they make you realise that you do not need their acceptance nor affirmation. You don't even need to expect them from others. Such expectations will only cause frustrations and accute emptiness in your heart. Through such friendships, I've learned to set boundaries and leaning upon the assurance of God that He knew just what He was doing when He made me. And that was what gave me strength, meaning and purpose.
So, thank God for friends -both good and toxic. It all does work out for good in the end.
Cassy:
Hello. It's been so long since I blogged. The keyboard is so far away from the screen so it's a bit strange. And the buttons are hard to press. Yesterday I voluntarily joined the music and the chees club. Chess because I do miss playing chinese chess.
The other day I watched Rattatouille and I was having much fun. I watched it with a friend who is probably in Russia now continuing his studies. It was fun. After the movie, we were about to go home when I noticed there was a mother dog and her young pups. 5 were dead. They were black in colour. The only one alive was a sandy coloured little puppy. It was snuggling against its dead sibling. I nearly took it back with me thinking that it will die if I didn't.
But I didn't take it back with me because perhaps the mother let the others die. I hope it's still surviving.
And oh, I was persuaded to join the Gym club. And... lo. I'm a fellow gymer now. Dumbells are not for me but they told me The Treadmill has my name on it. Thought I should improve my health as I'm always sick.
Yesterday I was slightly pissed because of my coursemate. He told me that I was troublesome, 'mafan' when he had to borrow me his notes. Offended, I coldly and sharply told him to keep his notes. I have no need for it. It's like, maybe it's just me, that I'd find it no trouble at all to lend others my notes. It's like, I thought he was a friend and there he was telling me that it is such a bother to help me.
I was stunned la. Cos he really did mean it. Aish, and I got so pissed la. But it's okay.
Today JT treated us dinner. Yum. Erm, I ordered a lot because I thought that I would be paying it by myself. Lala Thanks JT =D
Okay, I'm signing off now. Oh btw, there was a very strange question that was asked of me the other day.
'If someone courted you, how long would it be till you would accept?'
What a question right?
Jo:
Dah lama tunggu untuk hannah post ... Nevermind :P
Tuan tuan dan Puan puan ,
Waktu sekarang ialah pukul 3:10 pagi . Ini bermakna saya sepatutnya tidur . Tapi jangan bimbang , kini saya tengah minum susu sambil blogging . ehem . too lame , must speak English .
Ladies and Gennermen ,
The time is 3:10 AM . Please do not worry , I won't be sleeping after I finish drinking my Goodday Fresh Milk from Tesco which is about RM8 nowadays and finish blogging in the Klangyouth blogspot . On the behalf of Lalat Air , I hope you enjoy our today's good slurping maggi by Leading Cook JT . Our flight takes about ... according to my milk which is 100 mililitres at the rate of 200mililitres per hour , well we might take about 30 minutes . so approximately we will be reaching our destination at 3:40 pm . The weather on our destination is black , because it is still dark . Temperature is changing from 20degrees to 29 degrees , because Im releasing my hands from the milk and the traffic load at the destination is rather busy , due to ppl sleeping on the runway .Anyway I hope you will enjoy this flight and thank you for flying Lalat Air.
JT:
My holiday has arrived. Whole body began to itch, hunger for something to occupied myself during my holiday period. That is how I get myself stucked at Tesco Klang for two days. I worked as Brand Ambassador for Maggi Mee. Sounded cool? The fact is, I'm working as a food sampler to Maggi Mee. My clients consists of children to grandparents. My job is pretty simple. You just need to talk and talk and talk to convince them to actually buy your product.
A phrase I'll never forget while working is
Maggi Mee saya bukan saja ada satu perencah
Bukan dua,
Bukan tiga
Tapi Lima jenis perencah
Itulah yang membuat Maggi Mee kita lebih sedap
My salary for this job has been spent off to CG members
YT:
Just had that very nice Indomie thanks to JT. I guess I want to blog about the blessings of good friends and toxic friends. Good friends are good - for obvious reasons. You feel safe with them. Affirmed. Loved. Accepted.
Toxic friends on the surface are bad for health. They can erode your self-esteem. Make you feel bad about yourself and things around you. They cause you to be emotionally bankcrupt and because of this bankcruptcy, you find yourself subconciously seeking for affirmation from places that you are not supposed to. And sometimes, they even cause jaw aches.
But in retrospect, they are good in the sense that they make you realise that you do not need their acceptance nor affirmation. You don't even need to expect them from others. Such expectations will only cause frustrations and accute emptiness in your heart. Through such friendships, I've learned to set boundaries and leaning upon the assurance of God that He knew just what He was doing when He made me. And that was what gave me strength, meaning and purpose.
So, thank God for friends -both good and toxic. It all does work out for good in the end.
Cassy:
Hello. It's been so long since I blogged. The keyboard is so far away from the screen so it's a bit strange. And the buttons are hard to press. Yesterday I voluntarily joined the music and the chees club. Chess because I do miss playing chinese chess.
The other day I watched Rattatouille and I was having much fun. I watched it with a friend who is probably in Russia now continuing his studies. It was fun. After the movie, we were about to go home when I noticed there was a mother dog and her young pups. 5 were dead. They were black in colour. The only one alive was a sandy coloured little puppy. It was snuggling against its dead sibling. I nearly took it back with me thinking that it will die if I didn't.
But I didn't take it back with me because perhaps the mother let the others die. I hope it's still surviving.
And oh, I was persuaded to join the Gym club. And... lo. I'm a fellow gymer now. Dumbells are not for me but they told me The Treadmill has my name on it. Thought I should improve my health as I'm always sick.
Yesterday I was slightly pissed because of my coursemate. He told me that I was troublesome, 'mafan' when he had to borrow me his notes. Offended, I coldly and sharply told him to keep his notes. I have no need for it. It's like, maybe it's just me, that I'd find it no trouble at all to lend others my notes. It's like, I thought he was a friend and there he was telling me that it is such a bother to help me.
I was stunned la. Cos he really did mean it. Aish, and I got so pissed la. But it's okay.
Today JT treated us dinner. Yum. Erm, I ordered a lot because I thought that I would be paying it by myself. Lala Thanks JT =D
Okay, I'm signing off now. Oh btw, there was a very strange question that was asked of me the other day.
'If someone courted you, how long would it be till you would accept?'
What a question right?
Jo:
Dah lama tunggu untuk hannah post ... Nevermind :P
Tuan tuan dan Puan puan ,
Waktu sekarang ialah pukul 3:10 pagi . Ini bermakna saya sepatutnya tidur . Tapi jangan bimbang , kini saya tengah minum susu sambil blogging . ehem . too lame , must speak English .
Ladies and Gennermen ,
The time is 3:10 AM . Please do not worry , I won't be sleeping after I finish drinking my Goodday Fresh Milk from Tesco which is about RM8 nowadays and finish blogging in the Klangyouth blogspot . On the behalf of Lalat Air , I hope you enjoy our today's good slurping maggi by Leading Cook JT . Our flight takes about ... according to my milk which is 100 mililitres at the rate of 200mililitres per hour , well we might take about 30 minutes . so approximately we will be reaching our destination at 3:40 pm . The weather on our destination is black , because it is still dark . Temperature is changing from 20degrees to 29 degrees , because Im releasing my hands from the milk and the traffic load at the destination is rather busy , due to ppl sleeping on the runway .Anyway I hope you will enjoy this flight and thank you for flying Lalat Air.
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
How's Everyone?
I wonder where's everyone? It's been a while since someone posted and since I'm on a little study break at the moment, I decided check up on everybody. I can't wait to come back to Malaysia and attend service at the new church. Although I've not been able to attend the first ever service there, the place looks awesome! I bet Christmas Celebration will be something to remember. I've been busy, moving in and settling down to a routine since class started. I think I have more free time during the school year but then again, I might be wrong. So do post back and let us all know what each one has been up to. Oh, and Happy Birthday to Hannah! Can't forget that. :)
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