Same question in a week

People start asking me , and manyyy of them

X1:do you have a gf?
Me:no
X1:why not?
Me:why yes?
X1:pilot maaa..
Me:huh? pilot must have gf wan meh? is it a requirement?
X1:nop...nvm
(no answer)
...
X2:so going back for your girl eh?
Me:i dun have any..
X2:dun bluff lah
Me:really :S
...
X3:what do you think of girls?
Me:wonderful
X3:what is so wonderful?
Me:girls?
X3:wei , i asking you la
Me:can you imagine a life with all guys? that will be very gay right?
X3:yeah... but you havent answer the question
Me:i answered already , i don't want to explain more.
(hint:X3 is a girl)
...
X4:u ***boyfriend??
Me:hah? nop
X4:but *** said so
Me:hah? big brother only
(no answer after that)
...
X5:can I meet you one day?
Me:sure
X5:how about tmmrw?
Me:sorry.. bz with work...
X5:i see.. do you have a girlfriend?
X5:sorry to get personal.
Me:i dun have any girlfriend,not thinking about it atm
X5:then you must be hopeless
Me: :/
(no answer)
...
X6:wei , my sister likes you la , she not preety meh?
Me:take care of her
X6:she broken hearted already la , go date with her la
Me:play pinball or any games with her
X6:woi , now pilot so lansi ady arrr?
Me:wei , i didnt even meet nor talk nor see a picture
of your sister before.
X6:tat's y la have to meet her
Me:...
...
What's with this world pushing me to have someone?There are many more actually , but I didnt take heed of them anymore . When guys talk about girl , more to the expects of body and face . When girls talk about guys , more to the character and the height (+machoness) . I just simply do not want to take this to importance . Sometimes I pretend to be blur , so that I wouldn't listen to them or get influenced by them . Sometimes people cry on me because they had breakups and heartbreaks . In this world there is neverending perfect looking mate for yourself . You tend to hop hop hop like a kangaroo for a perfecter perfecter mate and break many hearts . That's is why we need God to guard our hearts for such downfall against breakups. Note that sometimes when we talk about what we like in the opposite gender loudly might offend people around , like Joyce Meyer said , don't think of how people can offend you , think of how you can offend people . Kelam kabutla , girls aren't the ones I am desperate live for . It is God I am desperate live for and I trust He will find a mate for me . 'Be infinity not worldy'

Sim life

I like going in the night . Less traffic , less worries and you could find better parking

The usual parking place at night . For day time is about 50 to 60 metres away.

This is is more active then mine , 24 hours , i think it never shuts down for more than 10 years. Only things I heard they did is restart .

It has retractable staircase , if the sim is active . The hydraulic jacks begins to function for motion .

Inside is the simulator , the place im standing is where the instructor sits . On the left of this picture is all the aircraft details and activities .

For me sim life , is not easy . Expectations are high . Questions can be thrown to you anytime

(esspecially without a partner) . No tolerance for any reasons . Its more then the word commitment that instructors wanted . The result to this is alot of negativity in health . Schedules are so tight .

Imagine this scenario , you prepared for what you know on what you are going to expect in your coming class session . So you did whatever you can , then when you go for that class , then suddenly you know another new expectation and you have only 1 day to revise and learn that new stuff before the next session . So it accumulates and instructors get more unhappy and unhappy and you did all you can . Instructors will start to assume many things like " you come from an easy life , you take things easy , you go out drinking or sth" , " you are going to expect more than this in real flying , not enough effort been put in " , "what the heck wrong is you , everyone can do it better than you" and etc. I wonder what is beyond studying ,not sleeping and not eating . Can people be realistic at times? I tried to cope up the whole December , in fact it was one of the record breaking for a cadet to finish syllabus within a month . Usually it will take 2 half months or 3 , for normal operations . After 13th december in the morning at 7 after coming back from my last session , I tell myself.. "Im tired..." although the result of my last sim wasnt satisfactory . How long will this holiday be? I hope its long... I need to exercise and to socialize more .

Sim life makes me understand more on the importance of time with family and friends (maybe im getting old) . I can see things are negatively fading in terms of spending time in my future . Flights , nightstops and my principles to keep myself faithful to God , its all I have now with me . Looking back on where I was , Im always amaze with planes and stuff , the uniforms pilot's wear , glamour and income . At this age , I do not find anymore importance of those anymore . My dream is achieved and Im happy . The only thing Im unhappy is the time taken away from me . Unlike normal jobs 7am to 8pm , come back and can have makan with family . But this things is inevitable now . Ill be nightstopping for quite sometime , I barely see their faces . Hardly . Every likings have its sacrifice and this is one of them . Nevertheless , the one person I know who is still with me and always do ... God.