Episode 1

Its 4am , and Im waiting for my 20 minutes download to finish for the sim . hehehe . Anyway... what to post while waiting... yeah. Im not good at preaching , maybe just good to write whatever I know only . Today's topic maybe about ... our daily anger . Hehe , a good topic . Now lets get started . (Pls comment what you think) . Getting angry with people is a natural thing that is happening throught our daily lives . Its how we control it and make it as a good habit be in the right sight of God .

Lets say , fast drivers . They pass you at the speed of 200km/h . Then you tend to hear from parents or from your heart , "this guy ah , young blood , speed and dun care about people's lives" . Come to think of it , maybe its true . But I can recommend a more positive way of thinking , and it is effective of being not so judgemental towards people.. its good for the mind too and at least people see how pure/different you are . The way is to look it as "Maybe he is rushing to the hospital .. for some reason" . What ya think? hehe .

Lets go to the next scenario , people scold you for no reason .. no reason at all . They just like to scold you . Sometimes they enjoy it . They bring you down , humilate you in front of people . Hmmm... tough isn't it ? Getting this scolding almost yer whole life by the same person ... How to handle this , even I am in the process . But at least its getting better . You see , thats the good thing for us to think about God . Because we are focus and narrowed about how we are ONLY concern of how God thinks about us , therefore we just somehow feel better . If people start thinking like "Yeah , that's Jou , and he has been a playboy amongst all the stewardess" . Sad , but if you know its not true , then just keep it to yourself . If you understand what God is like then you will pray "Oh Lord , forgive whoever it is , I know its not true , nevertheless , I trust you can do something about this matter , I release these problems to you" . May sound bitter (bitter to forgive) , but try to get use to this and apply it to heart . Definitely you will feel alot better . Because you will get this feeling like , "This person have all these ppl to tell on earth and have them believe all the false rumours about it . Nevertheless.. this person just have people on these earth to speak bad about you .Comparatively I have God with me , because God is far beyond more then people on these earth , to believe that I truely am not a playboy.God will help me ."

That reminds me ,
Believe and love ... they are 2 different meanings . I believe in Jesus . Oh yes..most people does . Believing only doesn't help much in daily lives that is because , believing is just to know Jesus exist . So what... get on our lives lo . But , to love is entirely different . The reason is because to kau tim believing also . I know Jesus existed and I just simply love Him . I want Him to be proud of me , what am I going to do ? .. aaaaaaa..... now what are you going to do?
hehehe... to actually love Jesus , is not to follow whatever people ask to say or do .. it is by knowing how Jesus lived on earth . He came here to be a perfect example . So know His life first and think why He does this and that .. then slowly apply to your own life lo . hehe. (dun apply until you think you are God:dangerous , ill tell later.)

Okie that's all for today , I gotta go now , good night and post comment about this . Im also still learning actually .